A bottom is scary when you're holding, waiting for a burst, like before.
Now, a bottom is a huge opportunity. Just look at what you accomplish, holding the prices down, and collapsing the market. It's 10% up each time we reach a new bottom.
Perhaps it's time to accept that you must BTFD, ride out the gains, sell, repeat. Until we get a momentum pulling upwards, somebody is happy to take these gains.
Not pro advice, just educational insight.